Two Weeks & Counting

I've been sober for two weeks tonight. Fourteen days without alcohol.

I'm doing OK. Haven't gotten to an AA meeting yet. I know I need to do that. I also need to schedule some time with a drug & alcohol counselor.

Or do I?

I'm still having cravings in the evening. I feel a little sorry for myself that I can't have a glass of wine.

But then I remember that I can't have a glass of wine because I can't have just ONE. One leads to two, and then three. And more.

I have to remind myself of this. I've had a few thoughts this week that, since I'm doing so good not drinking, maybe that means that eventually I can have that glass of wine.

I know this is faulty thinking. I have to replace that thought with something else. I'm trying. I'm doing it. So far.